“Relative and absolute - These the two truths are declared to be. The absolute is not within the reach of intellect, for intellect is grounded in the relative.”
(Santideva, Bodhicharyavatara 9.2 – in two
translations)
This classical text from the Mahayana-Buddhism written
in the 8th century reminds us of an important distinction which most likely has
been encountering us on our inner search and by dealing with its resistances since
its beginning. This distinction will be used for a series of articles on this blogsite using it for different issues related to spiritual serach.
Conventional and final truth point are two ways
which we as citizens of this planet have to go through in one form or another and
more or less always simultaneously. The ultimate truth is also the original truth.
It is like the amniotic fluid which has been surrounding us from the beginning onwards.
We take everything it offers us for granted and as straightforward. As soon as we
are born, our parents tell us this and that, and we trust them blindly. Thus, our
conventional thinking is formed, our criterion for right and wrong. When we believe
what brain researchers say it guides 95% of our behaviour, of our decisions and
thoughts.
Conventional truth can be accessed by our outer
senses as it says in the Buddhist scriptures. It derives its contents from objects
and processes we perceive, like the sun and the moon, the clapping of hands, the
smell of peppermint. It trusts in anything which is presented by the outer senses.
It acts like the doubting Thomas in the New Testament:
“Unless I see in His hands the imprint of the nails, and put my finger into the
place of the nails, and put my hand into His side, I will not believe.” Conventional
truth needs proof from the visual and haptic reality, otherwise it remains skeptical.
It is only the outer perception which guarantees safety. All which comes from inside
fosters doubt and could always be different. With thinking, it has an instrument
at hands which is always able to negate by creating the opposite to everything which
exists, and can even negate its negation and so one into infinity.
The Absolute
The final truth we experience by directing the feeling
to the inside. This sense is part of us from the beginning of our existence. It
connects us with the organismic flow which is the basics of our lives. The experience
of this flow of life provides us with the genuine experience of final truth.
Later in our lives, when we are filled up to the
top with conventional truths, we are only able to experience the final truth in
specific moments in which we feel totally connected to life. This can happen by
simply being in nature, by meditating and very often, when a deep going inner process
of healing could resolve fears which were in the way of entering this level of experience.
The ultimate truth is simple, clear and convincing
in itself. It does not need a proof, it simply is there. We feel connected with
all, we are in the moment, time and space is not important. We do not have questions
or doubts, the mind is very calm and the head is empty.
We can experience this sphere of the absolute in
different nuances, and probably every individual has his/her own entrance to this
realm. Apart from that, it seems that there are many different categories of experiencing
the final truth. This is why we can name different peak states as opposed to "one"
state of enlightenment as assumed by some teachers. The absolute can meet us as
overwhelming experience of nature, as opening of the heart, as shower of light or
deep inner silence and in many more other forms. All these experiences have a boundless
feeling of inner freedom in common.
They also have in common that they are bodily experiences.
Even though our body may feel different compared to the usual self perception -
probably hollow, weightless, flooded by light or transparent, we still have a conventional
consciousness about it at the same time, which becomes obvious when we for instance
visit the toilet in such states of consciousness. This criterion forms an important
distinction to dissociative states which we experience in a situation of traumatization.
According to the necessities of the situation, we can switch from a state of absolute
truth to a process of relative truth without being exposed to shock, aggressive
feelings or disorganization.
The art of switching between the levels of truth
As much freedom we can gain, as much freedom is
given to us – we are not spared of having to cope with the realms of the relative
truth and make our living there. We live in our three dimensional and timely bodies
with its processes, diseases and weaknesses. We live with our mixed feelings and
changing moods. We live in this society with its people and structures. For all
these areas, genuine strategies, genuine knowledge and multiple skills are needed
which we can derive from the conventional truths.
The more we dive into the realms of the absolute
truth, and the more we have learned of the art of switching from one level to the
other, the more of the higher realm of the sphere of inner freedom will flow into
the realm of the relative. We become more equanimous towards the challenges of daily
life, we get less and less entangled in fears and worries and find easier to the
hearts of other people.
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